bad
definitely not normal to cry listening to "all the things she said" on loop and thinking about how scared i was when i was 16 and my mom found out i was doing diy hrt. definitely peculiar that i don't know how to be a boy but i don't know how to be a girl either and that i'm worried that no one will ever truly accept me as either one. definitely unusual that i feel like my interest in men is compensating for a repressed yearning for a sapphic relationship. i don't know what the fuck to do about any of this
